have you ever.....

Have you ever met that person where they seem to be perfect?

And i'm not only talking about the looks alone. I'm talking about the way they live and are around people. it seems so perfect. like everything's in control and their perfectly happy and satisfied with everything. have you ever?

Have you ever believed that they were truly perfect? truly so ever blessed?

I have.

Have you ever thought you could trust someone with all your heart? only to find it lying beneath all the lies they've spun out upon you?

I think it's happened to me a couple times too many.

sometimes i look at you, and i wonder to myself. how is it possible i trusted you?

that sheer layer of lies.

everyone thinks you're great. but i think i know now. you just hide it wayyyy better than everyone else.

i know you're reading this and you're probably wondering if i'm hurt or angry. i'm not.

i've just realised. brilliant liars like you. are people i'd never trust. and you're not the type i'd recommend to anyone either.

your technique gives me something to admire and respect on. your approach of one to one is pure genius. it has that paradox of lies between the lines of honesty. something i have yet to master.

you've got my attention. the only scary part of this situation is me actually being hooked on you.

kiss me and take away the pain,
joyce