sports day!

haha. today was my school sports day part one in stadium. ahaha. arrived there early so i decided to help my teacher do attendance. then on the paper i wrote 3AM1 instead of 4S2. all my old classmates were like write my name please. and i was like why? you're not even in my class anymore. then they pointed at the paper. i totally burst out in laughter along with everyone else. i guess my subconscious self is still in love with that class. no class will ever top 3AM1 of 2009. it was the best year of my life. :D

anyhow, i hung out with gina and her friends mostly today. roanna, angel, and some other girls. their super funny. ahahahaahaha. but its gina so i'm not surprised at all. HE asked and begged me to go then in the end i hung out with him like ten minutes before i went home. like. arghhhhh.....

i shouted and clapped using the bottles with stones. ahahaha. me and gina and sai sat like front row. not even on chairs. we sat on the ground right next to the track. ahahahahaha! we screamed for all our friends. even though i'm not marikh (which is mars. which is the blue team) i sat with all the marikh people. ahahahaha! but i screamed for all the teams. i'm team neutral. ahahaha. i screamed for Davina from marikh, Yiing and shannon from musytari (red), madeline from zuhal (green) and some guy from uranus(yellow). unfortunately, i dont know his name. HAHAHA.

sports day was unusually fun and drama free this year. THANK GOD. i've had enough drama for the time being. and its only january. gosh people. i'm not oprah. i cant handle that much drama. i'm no drama mama. HAHA. hehe.

anyhow, i'm pretty sad in general. with natalie's brother passing on. me not getting along with a certain someone. sigh. i guess its the down after the long high. darnit.

cant wait to get it all out of the system on sunday at mich's place. :D

with chocolates i am superwoman!,
joyce

uh oh

you're who i'm thinking of ~ justin bieber. :D

haha. i actually like him. although he sounds sorta girlie. he's not that bad. ahaha.

and i actually like another guy too. which is weird. if you asked me three months, i'd probably think you're drunk. ahahahaha.

but i guess it'll never happen. ask anyone in my school and they'd tell you it'd never happen. ahgahaha. its like. me and brad pitt or taylor lautner or chace crawford? ahaha. as if.

homework is such a buzzkill but i gotta do it. sigh.

bye loves.

and i'm here for you natalie. be strong. have faith in Him.

love, joyce

Hey Jude.

third week of school. and i've already gotten a red mark on my exercise book for passing it up late.
thats definitely not a good sign.

Additional Math: challenging but awesome feeling when you find the answer. by that i mean i've only found the answer like twice. ahahaha.
Chemistry: Fun.
Bio: boring.
Physics: mind blowing. and by that, i mean. i have no clue sometimes. ahahahahaha.

had drinks with Ian Pang today. from like. 4.45 till 7? ahgahahahaha. time flies when you're around friends. ahaha. we talked about everything. ahaahah. and the two other people who were supposed to be there. didnt come along. one got cold feet. the other too tired. sigh. i was tired and nervous too!!!

but yeah. it was awesome seeing him again! ahahah.

this year. i think. will be awesome. ahahaha. or more like. i pray it'll be. let it be filled with happy events. and great results. ahahaha.

for my happy couple. as much as i didnt see it coming. i do hope you both will resolve your issues. you were my happy couple. the idea of friends becoming more than friends and working out was the two of you. i do hope this break isnt permanent. i saw her become bubbly and him become open. whether the two of you do work out. its up to both of you. this isnt a one sided relationship. it takes two to tango.

as for you my friend. thankfully. that was just a lil bump on this road we call life. haha.

i need a new phone. it isnt a want. its a need. A NEEED. hahaha. my phone isnt working properly anymore. if you need to talk to me, text or call my mom. hahaha.

fishing for boys,
joyce

have i done wrong?

recently. i've been wondering. who am i?

the first answer: i'm Joyce Fong.

do you guys think that should have been my answer? or should i have said: i'm a child of God.

this year started off rough. not exactly what i thought. but then again, my family isnt exactly average. we're far different than other families.

my friends. they seem different. we all seem to be drifting apart instead of closer. and i recently read a friends blog. where he/she changed clubs because everyone else did. i did too. was it wrong? i didnt wanna continue in seeker's because as much as i want to continue glorifying God's name and being a disciple in His light, i cant improve myself there. i want to but i just cant. so i changed to interact. did i change just cause i want to or because of friends? my answer is no. i changed because i wanted to. i prayed about it. and i felt like i could do much more in interact.

i haven't gone to church this year. and its already the 15th. thats exactly fifteen days into the year and i have not gone to church yet. does that make me any less of a Christian than you are? does that make me a liar? does that make me inadequate? sometimes when i'm with you, i feel like you're constantly judging me and critisizing me. and its not that you hurt my feelings or anything. its just that you're poking me and its kinda weird. because you used to not do that. and now with all that's going on with the Allah case. you've gone silent on me.

sometimes i wish. you could just talk more. just a lil bit more. i prayed about us. our friendship. i thank God for giving me such a wonderful person in my life. but as much as you are one of my closest friend. i cant talk to you. i cant express how i really feel with you. i am constantly pent up. thats why i've turned to another friend to rant and rave causing her to think i'm a disturbed person. and i dont wanna be known as that kinda friend.

a pastor once told me that no one should go through life alone. but its sad cause sometimes it feels that way. i cant talk to anyone. especially not my family. its like we're constantly judging and competing and criticizing each of our family members. sometimes i hate my family dinners, its all so fake and tense. its so irritating and mentally exhausting. i love my family. no doubt that i'd do anything for them. but its just tiring sometimes.

i know some family members of mine read my blog. and although i find it very disturbing and slightly irritating. i cant help it. i cant do anything about it. this is where i complain and rant and go crazy. if you dont agree with what you read, tell me. if you dont like what you're reading, there's this red X button on the top right corner of your screen, click it once and voile~

school's been good. Addmath is okay. physics is okay. bio is nice. chemistry is puzzling. and my classmates are awfully noisy. ahaha. but still some people remain the same. quiet as always. which is nice to have when you need it.

i'll pray about the above. i'll continue thanking God for you. and i'll continue praying for Him to guide us. i'll also pray about the awkward situation.

prayers and dreams,
joyce

2010. need i say more?

form four. oh. form four.
why art thou so tough?

ahahaha. its the third day. and already i'm outta breath.

the homework isn't exactly homework. its more of. referrals and notes. and more of understanding the concept than to write it all out just for the sake of it. its like putting all of your knowledge and adding more layers on top and finally putting your understanding of the concept to the test.

essays essays and more essays. its all i've been hearing. hahaha. thankfully. there's bio, chem, and physics. which is challenging. but i find it sorta fun to find out why i was wrong and why that way is right and why my way will not work. it makes me smile sometimes.

my teachers are all a bit. i dont wanna judge and be all mean and look down on them. but it just seems. they all dont speak good english. they cant spell the words right and they cant even pronounciate the words right. its funny sometimes. but when their teaching, its just disgusting. you say you're a teacher, you're supposed to teach but you cant seem to get the word or the phrase right and you wanna teach us? its a bit of a wrong. but i'm just me. how would i know right?.

i have both accounts and est. how awesome. the books on my shelf. i'm speechless. never had i had all my text books fill up the entire shelf and threaten my other books to jump ship. never. but then again, as all my other form five friends have said, form four is no honeymoon. its just a big leap to reality called SPM. sigh. and i thought i could take a lil breather.

gabriel fong's in my school. how awful. another monkey to deal with. ahahahahhaha. nah. he's fun. his voice is all funny tho. and he aint that tall. he and marco get along just fine. cause their pretty much the same. ahahaha. even in the swagger department. ahahaha. all the class is my boys are weird. excluding dylan. he's the only nice one. the rest are just weird. odd. annoying. oh and melvay. he's nice too. and probably the new guy. ahahahahahah. his name is fahd. the guys call him ah fatt. like a chinese boy. its so funny sometimes.

and today, during english, everyone was introducing everyone else according to the biodata they passed up yesterday. and dylan got yiing's and jeremy got mine. and they both read ours wrong. ahahaha. they read diver's license into driver's license. ahahahahahha. and the english teacher, Teacher Elizabeth said that on my outer appearance i looked very soft and graceful and silent, while my biodata was so fierce and outspoken. and the whole class said that she should follow my biodata. ahahahahahahahahaha. so hilarious man.

i think what irritates me the most is that when someone promises you something when you get good results, and when you do, it takes them forever to get it done. FOREVER. argh.

liking someone you've known since you're young is not as simple as it looks. the hugest obstacle. finding out whether he likes you back. hahah.

live, love, life,
welcome 2010,
joyce