This year started off with a bang. I had made friends with someone unexpected and there goes rumors blazing a fire in the woods. I had gotten a call from a teacher asking me to fill in as a third speaker a week before the debate competition started. I had gotten into a rough patch with two friends and one close friend. I joined the public speaking competition and won. In approximately two days, i'm flying to KL for the Help University Debate Competition. I will be third speaker, Akmal second speaker and Marco as Prime minister. In about four days, Our mid term exams will start.
I have already four haters. They hate my guts and i did absolutely nothing about it. pretty unusual if you ask any of my friends.
I have raging temper issues. yet. its April and i haven't lost my temper. how amazing.
I rarely wear skirts. I've worn more of them this year than in my entire life time.
I rarely let my hair down. I've let my hair down more than my entire life combined.
I've rarely cried so much. I've been crying alot. tearing up. not exactly wailing.
I started a diary. and reading it makes me laugh about how sad and incredibly fun and sadistic my thoughts truly are.
I've changed into a person. i'm not too sure i'm comfortable with this new me. she's different from the old me. i cant tell whether i'm a better person or worse and just waiting for a disaster to happen.
lost in the sea of lies,
joyce
