ola amigo...

i watched new moon yesterday! haha!

Jacob .aka. Taylor Lautner is soooooo hot. Tanya, i'm not confused anymore. i am all for jacob. ahaha. i mean. okay. he's your best friend. he's always there for you. he looks after you. he's totally buff and muscly. he's sweet and always trying to cheer you up and keep you safe. he likes to cuddle. i mean. hey. he's nearly perfect! ahah! he cant be perfect cause well. no one is perfect.

i liked edward cause he was the quintessential classic gentlemen. he's presentable. he's classy. he's smart. he's articulate. he's rich. and he's a musician. which is definitely a sexy factor. ahaha. and he has brooding good looks and is mysterious. and as a girl. who doesnt like a mysterious guy? haha. all those edward fans are just itching to find out more. whereas, jacob is just plain and simple. which is currently far more appealing. and the fact that he changes into this hulking werewolf. rrrrr. ahahaha.

i liked new moon. didnt exactly love it. but it was good. haha.

also met leon's girlfriend. leon is my cousin. the hulk one. the buff yet friendly one. the gentle giant. ahaha. his girlfriend is really nice. really friendly. sweet, pretty, thin, a lil tomboy-ish which is definitely a plus, and she's like me. when online, listens to music and watches tv shows that aren't aired here. ahahaha. i like this girl. ahahaha.

tmw i've got church. woohoo. hopefully jeshua comes back soon. i mish him. ahaha. and hopefully i'll try and forgive the other guy. i guess i have to since its part of all the becoming a better christian. argh. he pisses me off. argh.

i miss you michelle seck wei qi~~~~ we need to go shopping here. you me and the malllllllllll. ahaha.

joyce. in lurve with werewolves. ahah.

on a train to nowhere.

hey. if you think i'm not updating, nudge me. sometimes i get lazy and need a nudge or two.
and if i'm not responding. look up. a) facebook. i might be there. b) here. i might be blogging and ignoring the nudges. or c) tumblr. thats right folks. i've jumped on that trainride. its not cause i have so much to tell the world or i follow trends or what not. but i was or am bored. so i created one. it was pretty easy. i like it. hehe. anyhow, here is the link to my tumblr account. i'm still new. so if you fall asleep reading or looking through, dont say i didnt warn you.

http://joycefong.tumblr.com/

there you go sweetpeas.

love,
joyce.

you dont even care who i am.

the title doesnt match the content. ahah.

anyhow, i went shopping with Feon-na yesterday! haha! so happy bout that.
in the morning, i woke up in a nasty mood. blame it on the dream. it wasn't what i wanted. and i pray it doesn't happen either. so when the phone rung, i picked it up and all i heard was: JOYCE, YOU WANNA GO SHOPPING TODAY??? haha. that definitely brightened me up in an instant. ahahaha.

after we sent my sister to college, we went home and they had already arrived. my super awesome aunt suo mein and my cousin feon-na.hehe. love them to bits.

we went to mid valley. had lunch at shogun. the sashimi salad with the sushi zen dressing is nice. i loved it. right amount of sashimi and vege with a tang of lemon, salt and lime and other sour stuff. if you didn't know, i like sour stuff. it makes me happy and slightly high. ahaha.

after that, we went to Delectable in Gardens. the cupcakes were rather simple and pretty. but seriously it doesnt even come close to what my aunt makes. the woman behind Delectable is Su Yin. she's from Ipoh and she's famous. therefore, she can afford to sell 3 cupcakes for rm28. let me do the math for you. thats rm7 for one small itty bitty cupcake with a small icing ribbon and a blue top. i was like. ZOMG. WHAT???? and the simple cake with freshly whipped cream and icing. was rm70. seventy ringgit. not seventeen. whatthehell is wrong with the world. like seriously. and worse still this lil boy from cempaka gave everyone those three cupcakes for a party pack for his birthday party.

seriously. why cant you people use the money for better things like say. donate it to people in need. like the world vision children. gosh.

then we went to Springfield. saw this really nice bomber jacket. but then again. to wear a bomber jacket around malaysia is ridiculous. unless we have weather like Wuhan then again maybe i will. ahahaha. it was freezing when i was there. but i enjoyed every moment of it. seriously. i loved the cold. haha.

then i went to FOS. bought two tops and two shorts. haha. peace shirts. love peace shirts. haah. all about going green and bringing peace and harmony back into the world. :D

then went to cold storage. love that place la. it has everything i love. like starburst rattlesnakes which are so yummy. and all my chocolate cravings for really nice prices.haha.

so later on i decided to sleepover at aunt suo mein's house. which is like my secondhome. ahha. i've been sleeping over at her house ever since i was a toddler. really. she's someone i really look up to. she's determined, focused, hardworking, smart, creative, innovative, and she's a sincere and honest person. she's someone i'd like to be. she works hard at whatever she sets her mind to. which is rare and when you come across someone like her, its inspiring and definitely gives you a sense that you should try to be that way too.

am going to Bangsar Village later. haha. more shopping. wish Eunice would come along too! ahha. i think Ce Mandy is joining us. she's got no class. hehe.

anyhow, i miss all of ya'll in kk. my mom, my dad, and all my friends and my dog lucky. ahah.

grateful,
joyce

its been crazy.

hey there.

sorry. i've been not updating. life's been really rushed and all. and i dont have my own comp. so its pretty hard. to update and stuff. gosh. there's really so much i wanna tell you guys. but time and tide really waits for no man. so anyhow, miss you guys a tonne. take care. God bless.

joyce

waking up.

i realize. i assume things way too fast too easily. i overthink. over analyze the situation. i never let things run their course. i like to intervene and try to make sure things happen the way i want it to happen. i have to learn to let nature run its course. i have to learn to let go of the reigns once in a while. i have to realize that i'm not the only person feeling this way. i do know. i do realize it. and i'm on my way to learning and mastering it. just give me time. its all i need. maybe sometime after i've learned it well. i'll come back for you. who knows?.

joyce.
dont just live the dream. cherish every moment its happening too.

erm. okay.

Dear Joyce Fong, below are your love test result:

1. The road represents your attitude towards falling in love. You chose the long road. You take your time and do not fall in love easily.

2. The number of red roses represents how much you give in a relationship, while the number of white represents what you expect in return. You give 50% and expect 50% in return.

3. This question represents your attitude towards handling relationship problems. You like to get the person yourself. You are a more direct person and like to work out problems immediately.

4. The placement of the roses determines how much you like seeing your boy/girlfriend. You place the roses on the bed. You like to see him/her a lot.

5. This represents your attitude towards his/her personality. You prefer the person to be asleep, you love the person the way s/he is.

6. The road to home tells how long you stay in love with someone. You chose the longer road. You will tend to stay in love for a long time.

scaeerrrryyy.

Dear Joyce Fong, below are your PSYCHOLOGY PERSONALITY test result:

You love the crowd... a party animal! Too many “friends”, you can’t easily tell which among them is real and not...

You hide your emotions... Sometimes pretending to be always happy. Sometimes, not giving even a hint of what you really feel.

You love deeply... you may flirt along and people think you’re a playboy/playgirl but the truth is: your heart belongs to only one.

You appreciate simple things in life... You hate complicating things that’s why you’re typically up-front in any aspect.

You’re an ideal boyfriend/girlfriend... You don’t care if your partner doesn’t really love you as long as you love him/her. You give your all...

You’re undoubtedly good-natured! Most of the time, people are confident to approach you because they know you will consider them.

You’re independent! You’re also risky just like the bajaken who sail in the vast and dangerous ocean to look for treasures!

i've never had one this accurate. crap. now all of ya'll know me. ahah. take this test. seriously. i'm not promoting. its just well. good. ahha.

sorry been mia

hey there. sorry. its been a week. a helluva week. China. its been so mind blowing. and the experience is one i'll never forget. seriously. the people. the scenes. the places. the events. so amazing. especially the cruise. it was awesome.

tell you more soon. now. still jetlagged. sorry. hehe. miss ya'll!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uuadCJRpFsE

this song from glee. is so good. you have have have to listen to the song. am totally hooked onto GLEEEE! haha. the actor is so goodlooking. now i'm stuck onto three shows. GossipGirl. 90210. Glee. haha.

toodles!
joyce

i like big butts and i cannot lie!

all i have to say is. Dylan has one nice bootyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. hahahahahahahaha. from left to right, Sa'idatul Najah who so happens to have her burpday today. aahah. birthday i meant. haha. Amalina who is such a fun person to have around you and she's absolutely the nicest one too. Dina who is the loudest and randomest person i know and she's absolutely crazy. like me. and there's Dylan who's butt looks pretty awesome here. aha. he's a good friend and a fun dude to have around. haha.

big bums are our thang,
joyce

new found respect.

Have you guys ever loved your family member but never really respected them?
As in. okay. Since they are our loved ones, you say the occasional I love you and Happy Birthday and get all happy for their achievements and stuff but do you really really love em?

trurh be told, my relationship with my sisters weren't always this nice. it probably still isn't but its better than what it used to be.

the age gap between me and my eldest sister is about eight years. but since i'm a late baby. you can say its nine years apart.

me and her. we never really got along. mostly just avoided each other. when she had great news i would be happy for her. when i had great news she'd be happy for me. but any other than that, we just pretty much just avoided each other. i remember how we used to get into fights with each other just cause we started talking to each other. it used to happen all the time.

as i got older, we were far apart. i never really tried talking to her and she never tried. we did the usual 'hey how you doing? oh is that right. okay.' thing where we just go our separate ways and do our own stuff. we never really interfered in each others life.

but these couple of months, we've been getting along much better. talking, laughing and sharing. pretty much like how it should have been.

and i realize. how great a person she really is. She's smart, caring, talented, open minded, slightly crazy, strong willed, independent and a great great Christian. oh and i forgot to mention PRETTY. hehe. she's been through alot without guidance. she pulls through tough situations with just a few friends and herself. after all these years of being around, never once did i think that she's a nice person. in my mind, it was always negative comments of her. i never tried to love her. i guess a part of me just wanted to be like her. successful. everyone smiles when you mention her name. you know how they always say : Girls just wanna be her and Boys just love her. The IT girl. you could say that that's how i think of my sister now. not that i'm saying that she's perfect. she has her flaws too but her flaws used to be all i saw. not her passion for God, or her good deeds or anything. she took two degrees and finished them with perfection. she took her Masters in Psychology and got into second upper which is pretty good already. i guess. in a way. she's helped me be who i am today. she pushed me to be a better person. a better Christian. a better sister. a better friend. when you do something wrong around her, she'll either laugh at you in a good way or she'll scream her head off at you and make you correct it and promise her you wont do it again. so yeah. in a way she is strict. but when she's in a good mood, you're bound to have fun around her. unless she doesn't like you. hehe.

since coming here. i realize how much i miss my kk people. their all crazy bubbly and not shy. i miss you guys alot. now what do i dooooo. hahah.

thoughts and rants,
joyce

to do list.

while in KL. i should have a to do list right? yeah. i thought i should. just to see if i can accomplish anything.

let' see.

1. Go get some flats/mary janes.
   
2. help gpa run some errands.
   
3. get a new jacket.
   
4. go get some new jeans.
   
5. join the VBS team.
   
6. join youth camp.
   
7. spend more time with cousins.
   
8. go get new tops.
   
9. get earphones for my phone.
   
10. go get a simple bag.
    
11. read some books. borrow ce's.
    
12. continue doing devotion and perpose driven life.
    
13. get gifts for yiing, mich, mal, gina, lia, jan, dina, and nick.
    

yeah. i think number five is done. so one down. twelve more to go!

you're probably thinking why i did only thirteen things to do. well its cause my lucky number is thirteen. aeroplanes dont have aisle thirteen you know. its 12a and 12b then 14. betcha dint know taht?! hahah. i love the number thirteen. i dont care what other people think. hehe.

anyhow, gtg do some stuff now.

running and jumping for you,
joyce

uh oh.

friday came and went with such speed. i'm so upset by that.

i woke up at 8. had to start packing and re-packing and rearangging my stuff. packing is definitely not my forte. spent another two hours choosing folding stuffing. ahhaha. when the clock struck eleven, my mood changed from cranky to nervous. seriously nervous.

truth be told, when iffa said i hope you lose your ticket, part of me wanted to say i'll lose it for you. i didnt wanna go. i didnt wanna make any of you cry. i didnt wanna cry too. seeing mal, sai, and iffa tear up really took a toll on me. and group hugs at these kinds of occasions always make me cry. so yeah. i cried. big deal. pffffffttt. hahaha.

i was really happy to see so many people turn up for lunch. especially dylan, aaron and nickly. i felt really touched. when we were on the beach taking pictures, i think mentally, i was taking a picture of you guys too. when yiing was playing the guitar, just strumming, with nick on the ledge. when izzat and adrian and dylan were acting gay for the picture. when mal was saying i'll just take a bite and she finished half the burger. when maroline, law vuii, stacey and sai were dancing to you belong with me by taylor swift. and we were standing on the beach taking pictures. i was showing yiing how to hold the cam and how to differentiate between a normal pic and a good pic. it was all memorable for me. especially the part where iffa kept telling me. where's my burger o? why so slow o? and dina for making some jokes with my mom about chili padi and food. hahaha. and how nick couldnt spot my mom from all of us. ahah. and how adrian said HI AUNTIE a lil too loud. ahaha. it was all hilarious and it just stuck in my memory.

crying on the plane and looking like my husband just died or something is obviously not a good look for me cause the air stewardess took extra care of me which actually irritated me for some reason. after a while of crying, i finally took a lil breather. i looked out and felt a lil at peace. all i saw were dark blue clouds. but the formations made me itch to take a picture. anyhow, i didnt. didnt wanna get thrown off the plane. i was all alone. somehow. it made me feel even more sad. if that was even possible. when i got off the plane it was already eight thirty or so. i made a quick detour to Mcd's to get some food. but when i got there i didnt feel hugnry. but then i didnt wanna get gastric so i stood in line to get food. while waiting i looked at my options: one, a doublecheese burger. Nah.... too filling. might barf on the bus. Two, some nuggets. erm. didnt feel like eating meat. Three, just fries. erm. didnt wanna get my hands all oily. Four, ice cream. hmm... sounds good. so there, i ate ice cream for dinner. ahheahahahahah. why? just cause i felt like having something milky and creamy and fulfilling. it was. after having it, i felt like a kid once again. like i did some really tiring job and i deserved and devoured my reward. ahahah.

on the bus, i was texting multiple people. ahaha. yiing. tanya. sai. john. megan. izzat. adrian. ahahaha. i was really awake by then so focusing on the topic for each person which by the way was different was not really that hard. the bus ride was fairly interesting. the couple in front of me was talking really loudly bout their holiday pictures. the guy behind me was telling his friend how to do his job. the woman behind was probably a lawyer cause she was talking to her friend on how to manipulate the contract. the woman beside me just came back from some china trip and was calling all her friends to tell them bout the gifts she bout for them. it was fairly interesting to hear them. you might say eaves dropping. but hey. when their talking so loud, you'll probably be deaf not picking up on the bits and pieces of things they've been talking about.

when i got to sentral. the most frightening thing happened to me. this foreign woman. she's probably like 5'9 or something. awesomely tall. quite pretty. well put that thought aside. SHE NEARLY STOLE MY BAG!!!!!!!! she took my bag and was walking away. i went after her and told her my bag. thats my bag. and she was speaking some kinda alien language so i just did sign language and then she smiled and returned me my bag. i was like. pppphhhheeewwwwww. i thought she was gonna run away with my bag or something. ahahaha.

got home. was so tired. took a shower. called mum. talked to her for a bit. then went to bed. was texting tanya all night till 12 or so. was too tired by then so i went to bed.

toady, woke up at like 8 but continued lying on the bed till 9. finally moved around and went downstairs for breakfast. then changed for church. oh. i was like. so. nervous. ahahahaha. had to go alone since ce mich went for the Terry Fox Cancer Awareness Run with her friends and ce mandy had a eye irritation. when i walked in i was like so nervous. i just put this smile on my face but it obviously didnt reach my eyes until i saw ce su anne with vei shaun and john lim and eunice playing the piano. hahah. i was so glad i had finally found company. hehe. then had the sermon by some pastor from ee. i dunno whats that but sounds so erm. whatchamacallit. like AA for alcoholics anonymous.hahahaha. anyhow, his sermon was okay i guess. not the best i've had but it was good anyhow. any sermon about living a better life as a christian is good for me. i guess the main point of his sermon was that if we dont live as examples, as good human beings, as good people with moral principles and all, in a way, our behavior would reflect badly on God. on Christianity. and we had to follow our life guide which is the Bible. the example the pastor gave was the blender. if we just use the blender until its broken down and then look to the manual that would be stupid wouldnt it? why couldnt you have looked at the manual first then use the blender to avoid all waste of money and time? same goes for the story aunty sue gave.. on the white socks. when we received God's love and became Christians, we were white socks, fresh white and pure but as time went by, we began to sin and we became dirty. as Christians, we should always repent from our sins to remain as clean as possible. as human beings, we will always be sinners but it does not mean we should not try to be as clean as possible. in fact, as christians, we should try effortlessly to be better people to show that as Christians we make a change in lifestyles. We are the Change. thats how it should be. and from today onwards, i'm going to show that i can change from being a normal person to a better person.

anyhow, today's my grandpa's bday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDPA! joining him for a dinner later. hehe.

miss all you kkians. verrrryyyy much now that i'm here. aw darn. take care of yiing for me people! she's a delicate flower! if she wilts, i'll kill you! (channeling achmed the terrorist). ahaha.

with love and joy,

joyce