after a couple of days with friends, i realise we can never truly keep our best friends forever.
there will be those moments when you meet someone. absolutely fantastic. where you meet a person you think you'd love. where you meet someone you just know you'll love to hate to love. hahaha. where you meet someone new and totally opposite yet connectable.
and yet, you know. you know they wont be there for you forever.
you get comfy around them. you tell them your thoughts.
but once in a while, if you're lucky enough, you get the chance to meet someone new. someone more brilliant than the last.
and if you've got lady luck on your side, love just might come pouring down on you too.
i hope you'll look my way a little more now.
joyce
Sunday, January 23, 2011
the good old truth sets us all free
you acted as if you were her friend. you acted as if you were smart and totally worldly.
the truth is and always will be. you are nothing but a coward, nothing but a liar and nothing but a true sonovabeech.
first, you fooled us all. with your friendly attitude. i didn't like you but she convinced because she had already believed your lies.
today, we all see the truth. your entire family is a pack of wolves. lying, scheming and manipulating all the way.
the whole world knows of your lies.
you messed up once and you were lucky to survive without a hint of pain.
the real pain is knowing that the rest of the world will find out of your lies and evil doings.
i do hope you confess your sins and repent from them before it is truly too late.
you've lost all our trust. all our friendships.
this is just a warning.
take care all of you.
the truth is and always will be. you are nothing but a coward, nothing but a liar and nothing but a true sonovabeech.
first, you fooled us all. with your friendly attitude. i didn't like you but she convinced because she had already believed your lies.
today, we all see the truth. your entire family is a pack of wolves. lying, scheming and manipulating all the way.
the whole world knows of your lies.
you messed up once and you were lucky to survive without a hint of pain.
the real pain is knowing that the rest of the world will find out of your lies and evil doings.
i do hope you confess your sins and repent from them before it is truly too late.
you've lost all our trust. all our friendships.
this is just a warning.
take care all of you.
Thursday, January 20, 2011
A whole new year
So sorry dah-lings for not updating!
Three weeks into the new year of 2011 and i know it's going to be one hell of a ride!
Starting of with school, all new expectations and a whole new set of challenges, not to mention all the disappearances of my close friends!
Within a blink of an eye, it's about two weeks away from the Chinese New Year holidays! RED PACKETS HERE I COME~ and the best part! I'm going back to KL! gawsh. how i have missed that place. not to mention all my awesome mates there. :)
school has been a roller coaster. with this year being my final year, there is a whole new level of understanding to the meaning senior year. Us being the oldest of them all, and having no one else to refer nor run to, it's become a whole new challenge to be the best. not to mention the constant burden of knowing, SPM is just down the road from all our current raves.
you. you still hurt me everyday. i really do wonder if i ever understood you or did i just paint a nice picture of you for me to believe. i mean. how is it possible for you to be so cold? so freaking ruthless? I convinced everyone to be your friend and to be nice to you and not be fooled by your cold exterior. and now i'm the one facing this extremely cold exterior. I would understand your choice of not talking to me if it was a solid reason like i was mean to you or i lied to you or i back stabbed you or some drama like that. but for no reason whatsoever, me being left in the dark and treating me like i'm the bad person when the truth is the only person getting hurt is me is ENTIRELY unfair. the worst part of all is that i opened all the doors for you. and never have i gotten a solid thank you nor a smile. no hello nor goodbye. you ignore and avoid my presence. you said you wanted to be flexible you wanted a change you wanted new challenges. when did i ever stand in your way? and how come our friendship was the cost for all things new? i wouldn't have mind if we still talked or something. but being entirely closed off is something i cannot deal with. and something i cant get over with. you were my friend. now you're just someone i thought i knew. and the worst part is it hurts everytime i see you. and thats pretty much every day now isnt it.
interact club stuff. oh wow. the list of to do's is pretty darn long this year. i do hope we are as capable as we are ambitious. Merentas desa this saturday! We're selling rootbeer floats! :) absolutely love it! and then there's sports next saturday! and then i fly off to kl! woots. gotta prepare for our american IU day stall too. gotta audition for dancers! i hope we've got enough talent to accompany our ideas! and we've definitely got the wow factor for bakat this year! woots.
well, gotta go run now. clear my mind for better.
joyce
Three weeks into the new year of 2011 and i know it's going to be one hell of a ride!
Starting of with school, all new expectations and a whole new set of challenges, not to mention all the disappearances of my close friends!
Within a blink of an eye, it's about two weeks away from the Chinese New Year holidays! RED PACKETS HERE I COME~ and the best part! I'm going back to KL! gawsh. how i have missed that place. not to mention all my awesome mates there. :)
school has been a roller coaster. with this year being my final year, there is a whole new level of understanding to the meaning senior year. Us being the oldest of them all, and having no one else to refer nor run to, it's become a whole new challenge to be the best. not to mention the constant burden of knowing, SPM is just down the road from all our current raves.
you. you still hurt me everyday. i really do wonder if i ever understood you or did i just paint a nice picture of you for me to believe. i mean. how is it possible for you to be so cold? so freaking ruthless? I convinced everyone to be your friend and to be nice to you and not be fooled by your cold exterior. and now i'm the one facing this extremely cold exterior. I would understand your choice of not talking to me if it was a solid reason like i was mean to you or i lied to you or i back stabbed you or some drama like that. but for no reason whatsoever, me being left in the dark and treating me like i'm the bad person when the truth is the only person getting hurt is me is ENTIRELY unfair. the worst part of all is that i opened all the doors for you. and never have i gotten a solid thank you nor a smile. no hello nor goodbye. you ignore and avoid my presence. you said you wanted to be flexible you wanted a change you wanted new challenges. when did i ever stand in your way? and how come our friendship was the cost for all things new? i wouldn't have mind if we still talked or something. but being entirely closed off is something i cannot deal with. and something i cant get over with. you were my friend. now you're just someone i thought i knew. and the worst part is it hurts everytime i see you. and thats pretty much every day now isnt it.
interact club stuff. oh wow. the list of to do's is pretty darn long this year. i do hope we are as capable as we are ambitious. Merentas desa this saturday! We're selling rootbeer floats! :) absolutely love it! and then there's sports next saturday! and then i fly off to kl! woots. gotta prepare for our american IU day stall too. gotta audition for dancers! i hope we've got enough talent to accompany our ideas! and we've definitely got the wow factor for bakat this year! woots.
well, gotta go run now. clear my mind for better.
joyce
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