today. was. so. weird. ahahaha.

i woke up like ten minutes late but got to school just in time (awesome right?) for a lil chit chat before perhimpunan pagi which means morning assembly. which means just standing outside the classroom for national anthem, state anthem, and school anthem.

BUT TODAY. after state anthem, the announcements were made and then this guy said: please pass around the lyrics so we can all sing this very special song to kick off English Week. To our surprise, this special song was..................(drumroll)....................... THE CLIMB MILEY CYRUS!

girl guys me
omg. they want us to sing this song?
alamak. sing miley cyrus song? english club so terrible to us man.
well, at least its better than they ask us to sing 7 things la.
but but but. this song. so. weird la.
or even worse. the best of both worlds.
(shudders) okay la. this song is good.
i think its the only song i like from her.

all of us agree that the climb by miley cyrus is the only song we like from her. i mean. apart from nicole raoul, jessica kiing, eleen wong, yen ling, and chai. i think the rest of us pretty much dislike miley cyrus. ahah.

its such a weird song to pick from. i mean. for english week, and due to the current weather hazards like the haze and H1N1, you would think they would pick better songs like: Change The World by Michael Jackson or something but no. they picked the climb by miley cyrus. its a good song no doubt but not alot of people know that song. only the malays and english eds. the rest are left in the dust. sad o.

haha. my class sent me, chai, joshua, and akmal for a science quiz. totally forgot bout it. ahah. we went expecting the worst cause we couldnt care less about studying after trials and excel. but the teacher gave us a super simple crossword puzzle and a word search. we did it in pairs. me and akmal. josh and chai. me and akmal were the fastest to finish. but due to the teacher being so ooooooo 'smart'. she forgot to put in the last two words. melody and janice got first place instead of me and akmal. knowing me, i'm a very competitive person. i felt you know. frustrated that i didnt notify the teacher and get what i should have gotten. FIRST PLACE. but all in all, i learned something from the experience.

gina and maddie have this thing with me. i dunno. i just wanna say. i dunno. its not something i thought of. i've never seen him that way. i'm close to guys and yeah sometimes it seems like something more but it isnt really. i dunno. i'm in crossroads again. and it doesnt feel too good to make choices like these.

i heard rumours bout him and his break up from the perfect girl. haha. akmal says he admires him cause he's a all rounder. which sounded pretty weird when he said it but yeah. i admire him too. ahaha. hahahahahahaha.

You never know what you want
And you never say what you mean
But I start to go insane
Everytime that you look at me __ Here We Go Again by Demi Lovato. okay je la.

cookies are my friend. i think thats why i'm fat. ahah.

missing you is the hardest part.
joyce

the longest day of my life.

He is sensible and so incredible
and all my single friends are jealous
he says everything I need to hear and it's like
i couldn't asm for anything better
he opens up my door and i get into his car
and he says you look beautiful tonight
and i feel perfectly fine.

gosh. if he said that to me, i would probably say: say it again. hahahah!

Its finally friday. for some reason, this week took forever to end. haha. maybe its cause i've been just studying and thinking about the weekend too much.

this influenza is driving everyone up the wall. wearing mask, using hand sanitizers, forcing students with only a lil cough and fever to go home. i mean has it ever occured to the government to close down schools for a lil bit? just to clear the possibility of major spreads in educational environments? gosh. we're so weird.

you know? i've been reading alot of mags lately. and you know the horoscope part at the end of the mag? usually, well, if you know me well, i tend to say its bullcrap. total BS. but these past few months, its strangely accurately. by strangely accurate. i mean. strangely accurate. like. sometimes the way i feel and what i've done is being protrayed in that small little article. my reaction to it now is like: GASP. looks around. thoughts wanders off into the clouds and shudders.

OMG. i found out today. that this someone is dating that other someone. and when they were first friends, i told everyone they were gonna end up together. and no one believed me. now look who's laughin!!!??!?!?! although, i am sad that no one told me. i'm ELATED THAT THEIR FINALLLY TOGETHER!!!!!!! she needs someone better that the last one and he needs a female part to his life! LOL. hahahaha. hehe. hmm. i'm happy.

okay. gtg now. dinner awaits.

thinking and wondering and waiting,
joyce

HELLOOOOOO! xD

hello beautiful!

this is my new blog! wanna now my past events go to mylifeofrandom.blogspot.com.

so, today was fairly interesting. i went to school, sat from Kh paper. throughout the paper i felt fine. then, after the paper, there was more like fourty minutes left for me to sleep, so well, i did. hahaha! but when i woke up, i could taste vomit in the back of my throat. really. i was this close to puking on either joshua, fostine or marco. hahahhaha. i would really like to puke on marco. annoying lil pest. hahahahaah!

madam hiew just took one look at me and said: "you look sick! GO HOME!" took out her hp and said: 'call you mom now!' i was like: erm okay. called my mom and within five minutes she came. I thank God we live nearby school! ahhaha!

went home. had some food. went to sleep. woke up an hour later by my mom asking me to study. didnt reply. instead, i went back to sleep. call me ungrateful but i really needed sleep. i woke up and did three hours of malay. was happy. came online for music and facebook. well, and to do this new blog. haha.

i think i'm getting closer to him now. although, i'm not one of those girls who fantasize bout their crushes. i think i have a shot. but then again, maybe not. prob never will. nah.

anyways, can't wait for saturday. its gonna be a busy busy day!!!! hehehe!

sometimes its my heart i can't control,
Joyce