crash and burn you lil bit*h.

you're so hypnotising
You've got me laughing while I sing
You've get me smiling in my sleep
And i can see this unravling
And your love is where im falling
So please don't catch me ~ Demi Lovato


i dunno why. but there seems to be not only a flu spread but also a evil doing spread. its like the flu turns everyone, well not everyone, but a certain amount of people nuts. its like people cant get enough out of spreading lies and dissing other people. nobody is perfect and neither are you so who gave you the right to call nice people sluts? thats not only wrong its utterly disgusting.

argh. test results arent getting better. their good but not good enough. according to the book, ce mich gave me. good better best, make your good better and your better best. but its hard. this is hard. argh.

you know when people post pictures of you that arent pretty on facebook. i think its totally inappropriate to FORCE AND COMMAND them to take it off. its their facebook. they have a right and a choice to make whether they want to take it off or not. yeah, it might be embarrasing or ugly but hey, we all have some sometime. its their choice since they posted it up. you cant force people around. who do you think you are?. ish.

i like my class better this year. i think its cause we're all the same level. i mean. we arent that divided. we get along really well except the ahem ahem few. haha. and very few silent people. we're all crazy loud and we laugh alot. ahah. but when it comes to studies, we're all really cooperative. i prefer my classmates this year better than last year. last years class is still way too childish to know whats good and bad. the guys in the class are self conscious and act like sissies for fashion and wanna act all cool. the girls are all way too high pitched and sometimes break the rules just to fit in. its like. why cant you just be yourself? . i mean there are the few that i still am good friends with and thank god their mature enough to know the diff like karen and samuel but some of em are just so lost beyond recognition of their own doings.

i baked cookies for my sisters college fundraiser. she managed to get WWF aka World Wildlife Foundation to work with her to collect some funds for both WWF and her own college. its so cool. its a two day event. i wanted to cook food but settled with cookies. faster and easier. ahaha. thank wen yiing for giving some pastry to my sister too.

school was fun today. i sat with maroline, amalina, dina and marco. oh and nickly. ahah. spent the whole day talking. the weather was sooooooooooo hot. i was literally melting. i thank THE GOOD LORD FOR AIR CONDITIONING! hehe. that was how hot it was.

hehe. i think thats all. and oh. i dunno what to get his brother. but i think i should. ahah.

trying not to drown,
joyce

HELLOOOOOO! xD

hello beautiful!

this is my new blog! wanna now my past events go to mylifeofrandom.blogspot.com.

so, today was fairly interesting. i went to school, sat from Kh paper. throughout the paper i felt fine. then, after the paper, there was more like fourty minutes left for me to sleep, so well, i did. hahaha! but when i woke up, i could taste vomit in the back of my throat. really. i was this close to puking on either joshua, fostine or marco. hahahhaha. i would really like to puke on marco. annoying lil pest. hahahahaah!

madam hiew just took one look at me and said: "you look sick! GO HOME!" took out her hp and said: 'call you mom now!' i was like: erm okay. called my mom and within five minutes she came. I thank God we live nearby school! ahhaha!

went home. had some food. went to sleep. woke up an hour later by my mom asking me to study. didnt reply. instead, i went back to sleep. call me ungrateful but i really needed sleep. i woke up and did three hours of malay. was happy. came online for music and facebook. well, and to do this new blog. haha.

i think i'm getting closer to him now. although, i'm not one of those girls who fantasize bout their crushes. i think i have a shot. but then again, maybe not. prob never will. nah.

anyways, can't wait for saturday. its gonna be a busy busy day!!!! hehehe!

sometimes its my heart i can't control,
Joyce